After many months of feeling like I've been walking on eggshells and not sure what Spirit was going to throw at me next, I sense that the tide has finally turned and the natural ebb and flow of life is gradually being restored...for now. In moments of calm like these, I always find that clarity comes like a bolt out of the blue. Suddenly, the big picture view is afforded to us as our Soul whispers to the heart that a spiritual stocktake is overdue.
One morning last week, I awoke to a very loud voice in my head saying "Go get a reading". I tried to ignore this rabble until I finally gave in for fear of going spare. The urge was so immediate that I just knew it had to happen then and there, or never.
I turned to the randomness of the internet and came across a shop on the coast that had vacancies for the afternoon. Of course, I don't really believe that any of this is random. It's just that when you turn to the internet for guidance, it sometimes feels like throwing a deck of cards up in the air and seeing how they land. Well, they lead me to an old soul called Taleth.
Without going into details, Taleth was exactly who I needed to see that day. I entered the space somewhat guarded, and left feeling open, awake and aware. Seemingly, Spirit needed to remind me of some Growth 101 fundamentals that I just wasn't getting on my own. It was a lovely message from Spirit that we can't always do it without the help of others. It often takes a healthy level of emotional detachment from a situation to understand what remedies are required for its resolution and healing. As a fiercely independent and introverted soul, this is something that challenges me, and it is just one of the processes that I need to work on for the remainder of this lifetime.
Since last week, I have often returned to the messages that came through during the reading. My soul path continues to hold all the same elements that have presented at readings throughout my life thus far. But somehow this time, I was in a much better place to trust and receive the information with gratitude and excitement.
For many years, I was pursuing pathways that were ill-matched to my purpose and my personal values. Reconnecting with Spirit through energy healing has given me the courage and wisdom necessary to accept my destiny. To resist is futile. To seek counsel in the ego is a waste of time and counter-productive. When we live in our truth, the natural ebb and flow of life is restored.
Through Taleth, Spirit has reminded me that it is useless to hold onto stagnant, negative energy and outdated beliefs. Forgiveness of self and of others frees up space in our hearts and our minds and allows us to move forward on our soul's journey. My spiritual stocktake saw me clear out old hurtful wounds and truckloads of guilt whilst allowing me to welcome light into the spaces that were smudged with pain and intolerance. I can't believe how much lighter I feel. From here on in, I will definitely not leave it so long until my next Growth 101 class.